Well, I don't write in these journels much and I thought I'd share a few things about myself in a "greatest" 10 list of things about me to know, if you really want to know or care? Anyhow, here we go.

#1 (obvious) I LOVE Godzilla. I love the movies, the toys, the art, the legends, and the games. I Just love godzilla. Since I was a kid, I would sit there in front of the tube and watch Godzilla marathons. I still have a fetish for him/her (whatever). I have like over fifty Godzilla "action figures" and pretty much all of the movies, old and new.

#2 My favorite color is BLUE! No big deal on that one, just always liked it, specifically "Lighting Blue"

#3 I was, and am, a big Civil War Buff. I read everything I could get my hands on when I was a kid and into the my teen years. I admit, I haven't read much lately but it is still so fascinating to me. That war costed more american lives than all the wars that the US has been in put together. The battles are fascinating to me, as well as the personalities. I should really get back into it. I wear a Civil War cap all the time too, as authentic as one can get. Hand made from Virginia. I got a collection actually.

#4 I own a cat. Big fat son-of-a-bitch cat too. He's an Asshole, but i love the fat bastard. He's a big fat gray cat, named....kitty. I know, how original huh? bastard

#5 I've been happily married for now seven years to my lovely wife Rochell (NOT Rochelle!!!). She is the true source of my inspiration and my motivation. I've done several pieces of her, but I would love to have some professional photography of her done. I think she is a lovely big girl. She is intelligent, and a real smart-ass too! Sometimes, I think she is smarter than me....SOMETIMES. Love her to pieces.

#6 I love all kinds of music, except for the devils incarnation called music; Country. I love everything from Mureta Grind core to classical. Ambiant to Motown. I love to listen to anything I haven't heard before, it is always so intresting to me to see and hear new things.

#5 I (obviously) love art. Me and my brother Allen [link] . He's not bad either, I guess. I work with him too, a blessing sometimes, and sometimes not. We are in the Silk Screening field as..guess.....artist. I don't get a real chance to do anything creative, I save that for home. I love illustrations and comic art more than anything. I don't really get anime and really don't care for Furries, too much of that stuff, I can gag on it. Don't get me wrong, I've dabbled into anime myself, who hasn't? (like masterbation!). I keep at least two to three sketch books going. I draw everyday and mess around with the comp with some vector art too. Really dig vector, it is sooo fast and productive. I want to do a whole vector comic book.

#7 I'm an athiest and really have no intrest in religion, but i'm fascinated and confused and agitated sometimes by those who believe in a god. The daily woes of Islam and jewish ideas clashing for so long over "ideas". To me, religion, as is all human thinking, is simply a philosophy. When the philosophy is enforced with death and war, that seems to be the main problem. Other than that, it really doensn't bother me too much.

#8 I (another ovious thing) love big women. (bbw) Big Girls. I got a whole speal about it in one of my journels. I think that all women should be appreciated for who they are. Too many people have grown up with the idea of what a perfect woman is or looks like, but that is usually just some photoshoping on the cover of a magazine. A magazine that we get belted with day after day after day. We see it on TV, we see in in the movies. It's ingrained in our minds and souls on a daily basis and we tend to look down or aside of what a real woman looks like. It is sad, and too abundent. I'm trying to change that view. I'm attempting to make that view tweak and bend and see bigger woman for a beauty so unseen and unappreciated. There are more "real" women around us everyday and we ignore it for what has be fabricated to us. There is beauty in every woman, no matter what her size is. Also, we need to really appreciate what bigger woman go through on a daily basis. It is an never ending onslaught of mental and verbal abuse. It takes a big girl every bit of strength and courage to look in the mirror and see beauty and sexiness in what most of america doesn't. It is a self confidence that is to be admired and taken in. It is a fight that must be fought and I'm trying to bring some light on the situation.

#9 I'm a big Lovecraft fan. (kinda obvious fact also). I've read just about all his books. His imagination is so overwhelming in his writing it is impressive. Nothing gets the creative juices of horror and scale of the unnatural than a good Lovecraft story. Even today's standerds of CG can barely scratch the surface of his worlds and creations. There is so much inspired from his world of Mythos that it just about rivals any porn "research". There are mountains of art and stories inspired from his work. Even here, there is so much inspired from Lovecraft, you can spend days just looking and reading. A true testiment of one's work, is the inspiration from it.

#10 Um, my heritage is quite intresting. I'm Half Native american, with Yaqui and Pima makeing up that half. I'm also proud of my Basque heritage and there is some Arabic ( I believe) in that mixture too. Of the bunch, I've been mostly intrested in my Yaqui and Basque heritage. My brother has done alot of research and we've both learned alot about the native american community and traditions. One, intresting fact about Yaqui for you; is thier version of "heaven" is made completely of butterfies! An intresting fact about the Basque; in order to display thier flag in public for funerals or Weddings, must be agreed by both the Spanish and French governments so as NOT be be seen as a declaration of war!

Ok, so there are a few facts about me to enlighten you on who I am.